I’ve been back to school for like 3 days and I feel like I’ve been going for a month. I know I really shouldn’t be complaining because I am fortunate that I go to school blah blah but I just can’t help it. I feel like failing and I hate disappointing my parents. I feel very overwhelmed with school and the feeling of being not ‘smart enough’, not ‘passionate’ enough comes back. Truthfully, until now, I still don’t know what I want, what I’m passionate about and this is probably why I’m scared because someone will always be better than me. It sucks to be over thinking too much but I just can’t help it. I don’t even know how people survive college. But I just hope that I’ll get through this and suck it up.